emotionlesscunt

I managed to eat just over 500 calories (524 to be exact) and I don't feel guilty. I feel full. It's a strange feeling, as I'm usually restricted to much less, I'm a bit worried about the scales tomorrow, because if I've gained, my brain will go mental, and I don't think I can deal with everything at the moment.

I feel like shit a lot of the time, and it's all this girlfriend crap. She's staying off Facebook, and not calling me, or texting me. She's worried about me breaking up with her, thats all she's ever worried about. I'm not putting effort into the relationship, but it's because of things like this. I mean, theres obviously something not right with me, but she really just doesn't care.