I don't want to go to school tomorrow. I'm being quite rude to my girlfriend at the moment, and I feel a little bit guilty. I don't love her. I enjoy her company as a friend. It's a horrible situation, for her at least. I'm kinda waiting for things to explode, so that this time, when she acts like a drama queen, and hurt, and like she's going to kill herself, I can say she's over reacting, and not care, as the relationship exploded and I'm not at fault.
I worked off everything I ate today, but I'm not as proud as yesterday. I lack control, and I hate myself for it. I'm not eating for the rest of the week, and I'm going to school so mother doesn't notice. I'm amazed she hasn't noticed my lack of daily intakes already.
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