emotionlesscunt

I ate 355 calories. I made spaghetti (55 calorie total) and had 3 chocolate yogurts (100 calories each) I feel disgusting, and I'm trying not to vomit. I'm drinking a HUGE glass of green tea to keep me calm. My hands have been extremely shakey recently. I'm a bit scared. I've been doing a lot of thinking about my childhood and stuff recently. A part of me wants to work towards recovery, but then, the other half of me, feels like I'm too fat to actually have this problem. I'm so tired, I really need to sleep.